My decision to finally make my ‘bdsm world’ fantasy become reality, I avidly searched for hours in the contact magazines due to having no internet access. I was drawn to Mistress Berkeley’s profile. It took me hours to pluck up courage to ring and book my first session which would consume my every thought. The train ride was nerve wracking. With no going back I gingerly knocked her door. The beautiful Mistress greeted me with a smile. Our chat before the session began, put my novice nerves at ease. Using me as Her ashtray I ate the butt as ordered. Applying nipple clamps and weights, She lit another to tease and torture my nipples and my weighted balls. The intense pain was testing me but Her smiles and laughter made me realise that’s it’s about pleasing My Mistress. That gave me the rush I was looking for all these years.
I was introduced to cp for the first time. Strapped securely on the bench, a hand spanking  from her powerful hands really did pack a punch. The first few strikes from the paddle made me think, if this is the warm up then I’m in trouble. Mistress then gleefully exclaimed She was ready to use the canes. After what was probably only half a dozen strokes, I was in pain but seeing Mistress’s legs, I could tell She was enjoying Herself, it put me back into a state of enjoyment.
Being a beginner I was given a gentle introduction. Mistress is a great judge of character and what a novice can take and always respects any limits. That was 14 years ago. Since then I have been back to visit many times. In that time I have been abused by Mistress many times in many different ways and after all that time I can take a harder caning which Mistress is always eager to help with. I always look forward to visiting. If you are a nervous novice, She will guide you through. If you require severe punishment Mistress will only be happy to oblige.
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